Firstly, let me say that I sincerely love you guys so much from the bottom of my heart! Lately, I’ve been thinking that perhaps I’ve been too harsh with my self-imposed silent treatment? I know not what to do even today?
I worry about this a lot? Yes, Im concerned about how I’m perceived by you guys, not in an egocentric way but in a “Have I been neglectful way?”. Have I been too quiet and seemingly absent?
I really don't know if I made the right choice all those years ago when I ceased to talk out loud to selected individuals? Frankly I was exhausted after creating the world, universe and everything. I needed a break. I had also noticed that when I did appear before man things didn't always turn out for the better. So I decided to stand back. Sure Ive been watching all this time of course but my lips have been buttoned tight shut.
Is this the right thing to do? Yes, I chose to give you free will! I thought, and still do think, that it was deserved and necessary! You are you! You have a choice!
Each and everyone of you is born into a different environment each with its own unique set of circumstances, varying opportunities. Its not fair but it is what it is.
If I showed myself to you, would it make you feel better about things? Would you feel more secure in knowing for sure that I was here? Would you act differently? Would you resent me for anything? I’m not convinced that you would be happier for knowing?
I don't want you to feel like a “puppet on a string” performing for my amusement? When indeed you are no such thing! Don't behave in a way just to impress me. Rather harness that innate desire to make the world around you that little bit funner!
Though your body may be mortal it possesses a mind of such brilliant potential and a soul that knows no bounds. This is where the real miracles lie! What wonderful things have been invented? What compassions have been expressed, received and experienced over the years.
I love witnessing this! Just marvellous!
Everyone of you is different. Everyone of you gives and receives in different measures and for different reasons. Its an ongoing wonder of humanity that the balance is on the good side.
Many of you seek a rational, scientific explanation for your existence? Some of you have an unwavering belief in a denomination that has you convinced of how things are and came to be? Without ever witnessing anything first hand! Just pure faith. Now thats something! Perhaps you’re scared? Not knowing which team to back? Perhaps you don't care? And there’s a lot to be said for a YOLO attitude. Others of you, on observing the surrounding world, conclude that it’s so amazingly amazing that there must in fact be a God!
I get all of these stances! It’s been awhile since Ive spoken and your imaginations have run wild.
Even now as I go to press the Publish button I ponder the thought "How do you know I’m not some hack pretending to be God?". The jury in my head is still out on whether I should show myself again and talk out loud. I shall give it further consideration before making a decision.
Until then loving you with Holiness,